不知道从何时起, 开始在睡前祈祷. 阐述对过往的不满. 细数未来的期望. 念念碎碎后, 仿佛过后心情会平静很多.

Edit Aug 9

在某处看到这个quote, 很是赞同. 出自美国伟大的作家Emerson.

To laugh often and much; To win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children; To earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends; To appreciate beauty, to find the best in others; To leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch or a redeemed social condition; To know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived. This is to have succeeded. --Emerson

心, 纠结着. 斗争着. 不知道该如何. 就像一团麻绳, 理不出头绪. 我知道它像要什么. 但是我给不了. 偏差总是让人痛苦. 为什么不能活在真实的自我里? 为什么要伪装自己, 或者把自己放到一个与现实不符的台阶. 痛苦!!! 如何面对? 解决的方法其实就是真实的面对. 不要被假象迷惑. 烦烦烦~~~ 知之与行动不能可一概而论.