都说女生的心思很難猜. 个人觉得,现代男生的心思周密的也和女生有的比. 有时比女生更甚.

印象里, 男生应该堂堂荡荡, 有話就說, 想做就做, 敢做敢当, 有勇有谋的类型. 然而, 根据观察现在的有些男生却是娘的与妇人一般斤斤计较, 无法承担责任. 有时候真的搞不懂他们脑门里到底装了什么. 整天摆着一副社会受害者的面孔难道不累么. 也只有心胸不够广, 心智不够成熟才会这么做吧...倒不如用那些功夫来做点实在的, 学点实用的. 唉, 真是不懂了............

 

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today reality has proved the statement i made above about boys to be true. I donno boys... i admit. for reasons i dont quite understand, i made someone really angry verbally (according to him).   maybe im too logical. maybe too naive. however, the fact is ignorance has become my fault tonite. the thing i am trying to undestand is how can someone be upset if not because expectations not met or still have feelings attached to the thing/person that upsets u... well, i can be wrong... after all, im not perfect either. i dont understand most ppl. i dont even understad myself somtimes.

studying the higher thoughts and idea is a way to better my being. because i feel lost, daz y im seeking guidelines in other ppl's wisdom. in the eyes of some people, maybe this is simply useless. i guess a person dumb like me just need a way stupid like this to make it work. it's normal for people getting angry at things. it's ok to talk about the problem and feelings to a close friend. actually this is part of what friends are for. but it's not ok to transfer negative feelings to an innocent outsider for any reason using any accusations. This is just immature.

anyways, for any damage i have caused, i want to say sorry. sorry for my insensitivity, unalertness, and dullness. however i cannot appologize for being who i am. This is me. I mean peace and friendship. If you cannot accept who i am and try to make me into someone i dont even know, then i have to say NO. 

okay, i even feel stupid now for wrting these down..... it will be posted anyway cuz i want to be heard.

 

updated 8.28.08

最近, 又好像回到了10多岁时的看书习惯了. 去哪都带着一本书....... 而且還多了钩钩画画的毛病...

然后, 另一半生活则是泡在实验室. 不知道最终的成效是多少, 总之呢... 做什么都很费时... 无奈并期待著!

 

 

 

图片来自 一图坊 (授权转载 =P )

 

 

今天是8月的第一天... 从早起来到现在, 才有空停下来. 感觉精力充沛的一天. 小细节就不在此详诉了. 说个重点吧... 跟随偶度过两个春夏的braces终于在今天和偶告别了.... 真是开心的紧. 口里好像少了什么似的, 有点不习惯呢... 不过看着一口整齐的牙齿就开心哦... 哈哈哈...... 以后可以张大嘴巴笑也不怕了... XD

 

海水在退去时静静的卷走脚底的沙, 在下一次袭来时调皮的将沙子重新盖到我的脚面. 静止的站立在一个地方. 享受着波涛在脚边的触感, 闭上眼睛, 任凭海风大胆的抚过脸颊, 带着长发起舞. 不知不觉中, 整只脚已被沙子掩盖... 依照这样的进度, 用不了多久就可将我整个人浸没在沙里. 而我, 若要避免这样的结局, 其实只需抬脚离开的勇气与力气.