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survivors

we are all survivors in this world...
journeys, adventures, and adversities, can only make us stronger, tougher.
we are the winners,
as long as we are still kicking...
life is tricky,
like the deep sea,
is clear and pleasant at times,
but dark and monstrous at others,
it norishes life,
yet it also swallows whatever comes to its vincity.

wish list

i feel the urge to write it down before i 4get again... impulses are like volcanos, it ruptures periodically n yet untimelly...

after reading several other blogs, i generated a list of things i want to do this year.
  • Travel:
    • hometown, Wenzhou. God knows how much i wanted to go back n visit. i havent been back for a long long long long long loooooooooong, in short, very long, time. there are so many place i didnt have chance to go while i was there. even though my dad never gave me any good news whenever he went back. i say he has problem with his friend pool... y all his fdz are all fried up by life n stuggling living, when what i heard is how the city has changed. he should really make some new fdz... >:
    • anywhere in US or around the world. i heard Kammy is going to Las Vegas next weekend... making me jealous as hell... yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! i wanna go too... but i have finalsssss... suck!
  • find a Better boss... i dont want to badmouth my current boss... but she really needs some anger management n personality training... i just want to get out of there, when she begins to yell n verbally abuse everyone... wonder how her bf handlled all these... he must have a strong ego or hez just like her...keke... i feel so evil for bad mouthing ~~~~
  • finally, i want to become a better person... a perosn worthy of friendship n love... ^^

愛 要多少 才算夠

愛, 要多少, 才算夠.
對於有些人, 愛是永遠不夠的...
所以他們不斷的追隨, 不斷的索求...
對於有些人, 愛是全部...
所以他們節盡全力, 愛的揭斯底里, 愛情至上...
對於有些人, 愛是裝飾...
所以他們走過, 路過, 卻不曾停過...
對於有些人, 愛是幻影...
所以他們夢想, 質疑, 嚮往, 渴求, 卻從未擁有...

愛, 要多少, 才算夠.
我問自己.

對於大多數女生, 愛是全部. 愛是生命. 愛是信仰.
沒了愛, 等于生活失去光彩, 太陽失去溫度, 神經失去知覺...
然而, 除了愛, 還有很多的事物值得花費時間去了解.
我不要, 被愛左右, 為愛癡狂, 因愛麻木.
所以, 我問, 愛要多少才算夠.

那個男生的五官俊美, 身材曠野, 肌肉線條美; 他的智慧令人著迷, 他的魄力讓人欽佩......
每一個亮點都會讓怀春的姑娘們多看幾眼.
誘惑性的進一步了解, 以推為進,
男生, 你想的和我一樣麼?
你紳士的讓我發笑, 那是你心里的動作麼...
你的偶爾調皮讓我思考, 這是一個玩笑還是真實?
你的眼神有點憂鬱,
你說你要看我在victoria secret 買的性感,
你說你也會給我看你的, 難道你也有收集性感的嗜好?
你在暗示甚麼?
哦, 難道又是我多想了麼?
你說我有點嚴肅? 難道你想得比我少?
你總是問我, 你想要甚麼? 我的回答總是: 給我驚喜!
你會說, 就給你想要的...
難道你又知道我心裏的秘密?

當來到一定的年齡, 有愛沒愛似乎不再重要了...
愛情不再是生活的重點及聚焦.  
也許是因為經歷多了, 看到了世界的多邊多面性.
愛, 充其量不過是冰山一角.
我們在一起, 為了甚麼?
相互吸引, 為了肢體的需要, 還是靈魂的依靠.
有所保留的付出與交流, 是聰明的自卫還是狡猾的證據.
是否需要藉口說這是現實的驅使...
是否需要推託說我們並沒有開始...
那麼, 就讓愛, 腐朽, 墜落...
化作激情的溶岩, 成為時代的見證.