转眼间... 这个学期只剩下一个月了... 还是有点不敢相信....
加油吧!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 冲刺~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

strength, courage, wisdom..... i need them all!
my prayers, do u hear, my mighty GOD?

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不知道是个人原因还是季节的问题,
突然好想好想有人陪着一起吃饭, 一起说说话, 讲讲笑...
一个可以放松, 对他犯傻的人...
不一定是爱情, 萍水的友情也好...

改變可以改變嘚, 接受不能改變嘚. 這不是風凉話. 但如果想要依照實踐嘚話, 積極面對生活嘚態度是首要嘚必然.
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同性恋除外，男人和男人之间谈的多是正事儿，男人和女人之间谈的多是情事儿，而女人和女人聊个没完没了的，大部分都是没事儿找事儿

gosh~~~ i'm feeling extremely exhausted... mentally...
wanna disappear or just drop dead!!!!
what would i become after being through this kind of pressure...
dont feel like a human anymore, more like a machinary robot.
haven't been under such pressure for a long time.
i have forgotten how it is like been pushed to the edge or forced to stretch my limitations.
now it comes again, all i can say is it doesnt feel good...

here's a serious problem of mine: whenever under pressure, my mind goes blank!!!
nth!!!  and it increases my nervousness, which in turn increases the pressure,
the vicious cycle goes on...
it makes you feel like a damn loser.
what the hell is with this sucker feeling.

i guess every excellence is paid off by hard work...
if excellence is what im aiming for, then necessary works are needed to be accomplished.
so now, the question is whether i can stick to this commitment and stand still until the end...



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i donno if God really heard my late winter complain last week, it started to get cold suddenly since yesterday. temperature decreased from 80F to 30F after the rain. damn cold~~~ yes, winter is coming..... it's running toward us

updated 10/12/07

Today is October 6th. we use fans in Bing because, obviously, it's still hot here.  This is so weird. summer has already past. everyone is expecting it to get cold. however, for some unknown reason, it's just getting hotter and hotter, with more rains and thunder storms. Isn't rainy season belong to summer? well, i guess it's different in Bing.
earth is sucha mystery, so is humanity.